IT'S BEEN A YEAR...

I really miss the moment that we've spend together.

Chatting, joking, cooking, playing, singing, reading, crying and everything.

Not to forget, arguing...

You are really stubborn but i always love you...

Can't stop worried about you if you're home late without telling me.

Of coz! You are my only lil sis that i've ever had in this world.

If I could turn back time...

I wish you could tell me earlier that day, that you're sick! Really sick...

I wish we could reach hospital before you stop breathing.

I wish I force you to get treatment a day before that.

I wish I knew it,

And I wish we still could laugh together today...

I really wish...

I'm sorry... 

I should take extra care of you.

I should alert everything that happened to you.

I should always remind you.

I should know the way you telling me something without telling me.

I'm sorry... I know I've been too harsh to you sometimes but it's all because I love you.

Never meant to hurt you.

I'm sorry, I never say I love you even I do.

I really hope you just know that.

And, I'm sorry for everything, while we were together.

Be with you since our childhood time, live together with you in the same house, work at the same building with you...

It's hard for me to believe that you've already leave me.

Miss you so much, sis...


~ AL-FATIHAH ~
Siti Fairuz binti Mohamad Yusop
18.06.1985 - 31.5.2011